LIFE CHANGING DECISION...note 5

When i moved back to Tennessee i really had no idea what i was going to do. Obviously working on my music career was at the top of my list but other than that i was clueless....Sure Mr. Arizona was around and of course Mr. Pop Culture. i don't know probably Mr. 65 too. Well there was one who affected me enough to make me see that i was about to make a life changing decision that would be a positive effect on the rest of my life. Let's call HIM Mr. Canada. I say this because HE was only meant to be in Nashville for a brief 2 years, long enough to change my life and everyone elses around him. HE taught me many things and helped open my heart to a new kind of love that i never new existed. A kind of love that i would learn to feel for the next year and a half of my life when i was in Italy. Let's talk about Mr. canada for a moment. HE was an amazing teacher. HE had a charm that could make anyone see what truth was. His stay in Tennessee ending right around the time mine was to begin in Italy but before that i decided to make a visit to Canada with him. While there HE told me truths i could have done without and i confessed things to him that never made a difference. i exposed all of my feelings only to end up with rejection. Some might wonder why i keep doing that. why do i keep confessing my secrets and my wishes only to get rejected a million times? of coarse it stings and makes you want to hide away for days....but i never regret any confession i have ever given because it has made me stronger and though my feelings change eventually at the time i will stand by what they are.anyway....Mr. Canada changed my out look on life and without his influence my heart would have never been turned to do what i went to do in italy. SO thank you Mr. Canada....As i sit and recount these stories that are absolutly true i realize how many of them have actually turned out to be positive experiences. I have been grateful for each one of these guys. They have each taught me somthing.Wether it was a big lesson or a small one. humorous or hurtful i still learned something. Though obviously none of them have worked out thus far in my life i am happy to be where i am today. If i would have stopped at any of them i would have never been able to be influenced by the next one.SO thank you to all of you for your kind rejections. There were many times i thought my heart would burst into a million little pieces and though it has slightly been bruised it is still here....waiting for an outcome of all these experiences, waiting for the one who stops it all.......