MAKING LEMONADE

Why are the good days and bad ones so random.....i mean i wake up the same way everyday...its not like i wish for anything to go wrong so it will...sometimes it just happens.....i don't like waiting and it seems i do that a lot....when you hit a high someone pops your balloon....just when i think im successful its a trick....writing is for compaining....then you dont have to bore anyone having to listen to it.....today i heard about the deaths caused by all the craqzy people on the day after thanksgving sales....like any toy is worth losing my life....NO. how sad it will be to say for that child that his father or mother died trying to get them the toy that they wanted for christmas. BUT on a good note i love that gas prices are so cheap. that is a happy sign :)

THE BEGINNING OF PROOF

I HAVE ALWAYS HEARD IT IS WISE TO WRITE DOWN THE EVENTS AND THINGS THAT HAPPEN IN OUR DAILY LIVES SO THAT WE AND OUR POSTERITY CAN LOOK BACK AND LEARN FROM THE THINGS THAT WE HAVE BEEN THRU. I WILL NOT FORGIVE MY BAD GRAMMAR OR SPELLING BECAUSE TO ME THAT IS NOT THAT IMPORTANT. THE FEELINGS THAT YOU SHARE ARE. SO TODAY ON THE LAST DAY OF NOVEMBER IN THE YEAR 2008 I START.....PROOF FOR THE ENTIRE WORLD TO SEE. PROOF THAT I WAS HERE AND THAT I HAD A PLACE IN THIS WORLD. I WISH THAT THE WORD BLOGGING EXISTED AT THE VERY BEGINNING OF MY LIFE. HA....THEN I WOULD NOT HAVE TO GO BACK AND RECOUNT ANY STORIES THAT I MAY HAVE TO COVER AGAIN.
SOMEONE ONCE TOLD ME THAT WHEN I WRITE MY SENTENCES AND PARAGRAGHS RAMBLE ON LIKE I TALK. I NEED TO BREAK THEM UP FOR IT TO BE READ EASIER. WELL THERE IS YOUR ONE TAB IN THE BEGINNING OF THIS PARAGRAPH. WHATEVER.
I AM WRITING A BOOK. A REAL ONE. IT IS GOING TO HAVE LOTS TO DO WITH THE STORIES THAT I ALWAYS HAVE TO TELL. SOMETIMES THEY ARE FUNNY AND SOMETIMES THEY JUST DONT MAKE SENCE. I AM NOT QUIT FINISHED WITH THE STORIES THAT WILL BE INCLUDED IN THE BOOK....I AM STILL WAITING FOR THE OUTCOME OF ONE. ONE DAY....SOON